12:53 AM, On and on and on and on and on~
Monday, June 7, 2010
i was so happy to meet you.
your hair have grown.
its beautiful.
i saw you.
your hair have grown.
its beautiful.
i saw you.
and i gasped. audible or not, i dont know.
but i gasped.
with my jaw wide open, i said.
"omfg. it really is you."
i've been wanting to see you since forever.
ok not forever. but 3 months.
3 long months, babe.
but i gasped.
with my jaw wide open, i said.
"omfg. it really is you."
i've been wanting to see you since forever.
ok not forever. but 3 months.
3 long months, babe.
maybe a little longer than that.
i didn't know where to find you.
i'm not sure you even knew my name.
so i lay low, and i waited. i don't know what for.
but i waited.
and then i saw you that day.
and i felt all tingly inside.
and seeing your shy smile, your awkward gestures.
your nervous fingers.
just your shy smile.
aww.
you. are. so. adorable.
but now you're gone again. you went away.
i didn't know where to find you.
i'm not sure you even knew my name.
so i lay low, and i waited. i don't know what for.
but i waited.
and then i saw you that day.
and i felt all tingly inside.
and seeing your shy smile, your awkward gestures.
your nervous fingers.
just your shy smile.
aww.
you. are. so. adorable.
but now you're gone again. you went away.
but i don't know where to.
now i just want to hold your face in my hands.
hold it right there.
i just want to ruffle up your hair.
and then gently,
ever so gently,
kiss you.
i will kiss you on your nose.
and whisper to you.
i will murmur in your ear that..
"i want you.
i want you, i want you, i want you. "
omfg for goodness sake.
now i just want to hold your face in my hands.
hold it right there.
i just want to ruffle up your hair.
and then gently,
ever so gently,
kiss you.
i will kiss you on your nose.
and whisper to you.
i will murmur in your ear that..
"i want you.
i want you, i want you, i want you. "
omfg for goodness sake.
i think im in love with you.
but i hardly ever talk to you.
and its so hard to even see you around.
will i tell you?
no! im not gonna tell you.
because it scares me.
because it scares me.
it scares me when i think of me, telling you.
and scaring you away.
because then you'd be gone forever.
and i'm not sure i can bear to scar my heart.
surely not a second time.
"i want you.
i want you, i want you, i want you. "
if only you knew..
*Ok now let me digress a little.
So hi all, i was thinking of updating on my birthday but i figured that can wait, considering how much fun i had today.
I'll post about it sometime later because deep inside me now, i have a bigger urge. Its kinda pulling on me, propelling me to write about it.
So i just had to.
Because otherwise, i don't think i'll have a good night tonight.
Nonetheless, having said all that, i have to say i do have some great friends surrounding me, and yes, i do love them.*
