12:16 AM, I'm Not Jealous- Just Annoyed.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Well i am angry at the world. And your words didn't help either.
Of course i am an angry, selfish little bitch.
But aren't you too? I'm a bitch, just like everyone else. Just like you.
And i'm not gonna beg anyone not to go anymore.
I've had enough of all this.
I'm holding on to my dignity, & this time i'm not letting go.
It feels like i'm waiting for something now. But i don't know what.
Perhaps an angel to safe me.
A pair of strong arms for me to collapse into would be good.
It annoys me that when there was someone there, i could barely muster up the courage to talk about this.
Now i'm just really tired. At times, i just want someone to hold.
I've been taking long walks at night just cos it soothes me down.
Its like a reward.
I work hard in the day, and during the night,
i'd look forward to talking long walks.
Simply because feeling cool air blow against my hot angry cheeks,
is just pure bliss.
Oh, and goodness did you know?
It is so fucking annoying how small the world really is!
