11:19 PM, Lonely Girls Sit At Home And Wait.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
What used to be "take care ily" before every goodbye has turned to "ok i gtg".

Friends will keep me sane, love could fill my heart,
a lover can warm my bed, but lonely is the soul without a mate.
When you can't even have an exchange of words without having an argument, you observe, and you start to wonder if all those times of you
dreaming of a good time with her during her absence, is worth it at all.
Because at the end of the day, as you lie in bed,
you realise you don't feel happy.
Right now, i'm just about done with everything.
I'm done fixing things up.
Waiting has never been so incredibly tiring.
And yes, painful.
Maybe the words Patience and Love has never gone hand in hand before.
I am patient, my heart isn't.
Maybe i'm just not getting it, standing here,
dying of loneliness and waiting for whatever it is.
They say just fight it. Haha.
Patience has a limit.
They can bloody well try it.
you've taught me that the best way to get thru the day, is to keep staying away.
but i wont stop wondering where you've been and who you've seen.
whoever you meet, i wont stop hoping they're just your friends.
Do i miss you? Yeah. I hope you know that i miss you.