Oh, Roxannee ♥.
on the face of it,

i'm kooky.


like a coffin nail ;



i'm bent, crooked, twisted and looped. arched and kinky, wayward and warped.
set in concrete, you can't change me.

11:54 AM, My Favourite Thing
Monday, August 3, 2009

Sometimes, when you hold me in your arms,
all i want to do is bury my face in your shoulder and cry.
There's this sudden surge of strong emotions, like fear and happiness and sadness,
all pouring in at the same time.
Sometimes, when i feel down, you'll hold my face in your hands, brush my cheeks softly with your fingers, look deeply into my eyes, and ask gently if anything's wrong.
And my heart would do a little dance.
Yes, i still feel that way sometimes.

We don't have to say or do anything.
We can just sit together and cuddle, fall asleep in each other's arms,
then wake with a start when we realise its already so late (we? okay, i).
When you tell me you love me, i smile but i get a bit sad and tingly inside.
My heart expands quickly then deflates slowly.
Yes, it does that and i don't know why.

Nothing else really matters when we're walking together and cracking jokes and laughing with our arms around each other's shoulders.
Nothing else really matters when we're disturbing every person in our path with our unnecessary comments.
I don't really care about anything when we're shouting "halooooooo" to the world late at night, laughing that trademark laughter of ours (ours? okay, yours),
playing catch (where i'll always lose),
and quarelling and then bursting into laughter.

Hey sashimi,

thanks for sticking by me through good and bad and being strong enough
to back me up when i feel so vulnerable.
Thanks for pampering me so much and not losing your patience
when i'm being so irritating and difficult.
Thanks for listening and holding me in your arms
regardless of whether im angry, sad or happy.
I'm sorry if your life with me through all these months hasn't been all that wonderful.
I know i'm not an easy person to get along with.
Whatever it is, 45976.

-your tenpura.

you know when you hold my face in your hands, wipe my tears away and look at me cry as i desperately try to cover up with a smile, more tears actually come pouring out.
haha i know i'm kental.