Oh, Roxannee ♥.
on the face of it,

i'm kooky.


like a coffin nail ;



i'm bent, crooked, twisted and looped. arched and kinky, wayward and warped.
set in concrete, you can't change me.

9:08 PM, Go Shag Yourself.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009

So you told me you hate who you were before, and you want to change.
It really gets me the way you could pretend to be so innocent.
Your words are so contradicting.
You made me like this.
I used to get the most assurance from you than from anyone else.
You used to tell me this was okay. You made me believe that this was fine.
But just now, all of a sudden, after 6 months of not hearing from you,
you told me something that brought me completely down.
Shit, you made me feel like i'm the most idiotic person on earth.

For the record, i think you're a complete asshole
.
Those times when i was doubting myself, you told me i was doing the right thing.
Those times that i was uncertain, you took my hand and you told me to follow you.
I did. This stupid me, did.
And now, you turn around and you talk shit about me.
Idiot, you landed me in this shit, and now you just turn and walk away?
Let me remind you. You were the one who brought me here.
I'm sorry, you just made me hate you.

its you aelfira erini hamdan.
no, i don't give a damn about you.
i'm just freaking surprised.