3:00 AM, Take Your Hand Off, Just Let Me Scream Bitch.
Monday, June 15, 2009
I can't seem to sleep eversince like 3 days ago.
What the fuck is this shit, i dont know.
I've been awake almost every morning and i know its not healthy.
I've tried to do something useful while i'm awake but my mind is refusing to cooperate.
I can't think of anything else, really.
I feel so fucking useless.
Its like i'm all over the place.
My mind's telling me that i don't need this,
but my heart really wants to reach out and hold you.
I just wanna do something to make things better.
I don't care if its something big.
I just wanna do something. At least like, uh, something?
But.. God i feel like a useless piece of shit.
I wanna let it all out, but i don't know who to tell.
We all have our problems, i don't wanna bother others with mine.
And i dont want the wrong people to know too.
I'm so wary of humans right now, they spread word like kerosene spread fire.
Like, don't you agree?
