5:19 AM, Someone Fucking Get Me Some Sleeping Pills.
Monday, June 15, 2009
I wanna fucking scream my heart out,
but it somehow feels like someone's got his palm clasped across my mouth.
Its like i'm lying in bed, my mind awake, my body limp.
My back is arched, my tongue's hanging.
Then there is this stinging sensation in my right eye.
It beats a throbbing toothache.
but it somehow feels like someone's got his palm clasped across my mouth.
Its like i'm lying in bed, my mind awake, my body limp.
My back is arched, my tongue's hanging.
Then there is this stinging sensation in my right eye.
It beats a throbbing toothache.
I feel defeated, i try to sleep.
I tuck my phone under my pillow, and i silently wait.
I let the sound of rhythmic tickings drum the inside of my ears.
And i slowly close my eyes, but i was hesitant to dream.
Just five minutes, and i jolt awake.
Tonight, i wonder, how do i get through?
I'm suffocated by my worries,
and i see you swimming in my mind.
You laughing, you smiling, you teasing,
and then your little angry face.
This torment is painful- i'm too tired to explain.
And im thinking that if i could,
And im thinking that if i could,
i would fuck this sudden sadness away.
