Oh, Roxannee ♥.
on the face of it,

i'm kooky.


like a coffin nail ;



i'm bent, crooked, twisted and looped. arched and kinky, wayward and warped.
set in concrete, you can't change me.

11:47 PM, 2 weeks.
Monday, May 18, 2009

Had a LONG discussion with mummy this evening.
Okay so i got back all my results except for a.math and history.
It was okay. Except for my pure sciences.
I flunked those two miserably. Seven for chem, eight for physics.
Yes, yes, thanks for the applause. Appreciate it.
I think i am amongst the worst of the class in that component.
Probably the worst.
But i can't be that bad, can i? HAHA!
But i mean, i got As and Bs for the rest.
Its just the science and math bit pulling me down.
Yeah, so exactly.
What am i doing in a pure class? Tsk.

So mummy was very supportive. My dad?
I didnt even want to talk to him about it.
Its amazing. He's so ignorant.
I don't think he even knows that i am taking pure sciences and how hard it is.
Whatever.

Anywayed, i've already gotten the green light from mummy.
That is, if i were to drop, she's on my side.
She told me, "If you find that you can't cope, and if you're allowed to drop, i'm with you."

Haha, thank yous mother.
She didn't even scold me for flunking my paper cos she knows just how damn hard i had been studying for them.
And its just not her la.
When my friends got to know i flunk my sciences, they were like,
"But you were studying so hard for it.."
Yeah, too right.
I even dissed Wan's irresistable trap (BK's!) on three occasions
because i wanted to study.
Could it be my studying method?
Or maybe i'm just not a very science person.
Yes, Miss Wong told me that last year, but i was too stubborn to listen.
I have myself to blame, i know.

To those who blamed me for taking pure sciences in the first place,
thank you. I know right.
And to gf, thanks for your encouragement.
I'll bring you your dinner tomorrow.