12:04 PM, Pleeeeeeeeeeeeease Go Away Soon.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Ahhhhh....
I feel so unbeautiful. :(
Stupid rash, go away la pleeease...
You're making my cheeks swell up to twice its size and my eyes, oh my eyes, they are being swallowed by this swell! :(
I look horrible. I'm so messed up.
I've never felt so ugly before. I've never felt so self conscious before.
And ugly equals Low Self Esteem.
*gasps*
I don't wanna die. :(
I went to school in the morning.
Halfway, while walking, i looked in the mirror and told myself.
"This will not do. How do i face anyone like this?"
And so, with the persuasions from Ruz, i headed back home and dragged mummy to the doctor's to check what's wrong with me.
They said its Skin Allergy. Which was a surprise to me.
I didn't know im the kind of person who is allergic to all these things.
Hai...
I guess now all i have to do is to abide to the prescription.
And to pray to Allah.
They gave me this pill to reduce itchiness but that pill- sumpah tak guna.
Still itchy sia. Maybe its just me being impatient.
Haha, and Wan & Ruz- great minds think alike.
I told them about my face still being the same after i applied the cream and took the pill and they told me.
"Kau nie! Nak kena rajin apply. You think what? Miracles happen overnight? It will take some time! Now stop looking at the mirror."
I swear, both of them said the exact same thing.
Literally word for word.
Only that Wan added something pretty hurting at the back.
"Kau dah tau mata kau sepet, kau buat gini.. Kalau mata kau hilang how?"
Wan, kau tak baik. How i know it will become like this? :(
I know la........ My eyes sepet.
And for the hundreth time, im not Pearl Wee....
I lost count of how many people asked me that. Haha.
So Nally sayang, bukan..
Saya bukan Pearl Wee... Haha :D
