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on the face of it,
i'm kooky. like a coffin nail ;
i'm bent, crooked, twisted and looped.
arched and kinky, wayward and warped.
set in concrete, you can't change me. |
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7:55 PM, The Trouble Is.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Before i start, i do not know why the font in red is that small. Okay now lets start. I am knackered. My limbs aren't functioning well and my hands shake uncontrollably. I spent last night playing Happy Family with Fahmi. We found that deck of cards stashed in the storeroom. I was flipping through the cards and saying out the names of all the characters in the game. This was what happened. Me: Check with me ah, Fahmi. Fahmi: Ok. Me: Stone? Fahmi: Stone. Me: Plod. Fahmi: Plod. Me: Bone? Fahmi: Bone. Me: Bun? Fahmi: Bun. Me: Babi? Fahmi: Babi? *gasps* He looked at me wide-eyed with that grin. Fahmi: Orrr-horrh......! I'm gonna tell ayah. Me: You also say what. Fahmi: No, i never. Me: You say, "babi?" also.. Fahmi: Because you say what. Me: I don't care, i'm gonna tell ayah about you. HAHA, in the end, nobody told anybody anything. My brother is crazy.
Anyway, i really hate how my nose functions these days. And, and i keep hearing stuff i hate to know. I mean, now i don't know who to believe. I don't know who is making up stories, and i don't know who is telling the truth. I don't know if i would regret, and i don't even know if i should regret. I know about those stuff in the past. But you talked about not getting into trouble anymore. And i believed. And for a while everything felt right. But now i'm hearing things again. How? How? Prove them wrong. Tell me you're a changed person. |