Oh, Roxannee ♥.
on the face of it,

i'm kooky.


like a coffin nail ;



i'm bent, crooked, twisted and looped. arched and kinky, wayward and warped.
set in concrete, you can't change me.

7:55 PM, The Trouble Is.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Before i start, i do not know why the font in red is that small.
Okay now lets start.

I am knackered.
My limbs aren't functioning well and my hands shake uncontrollably.
I spent last night playing Happy Family with Fahmi.
We found that deck of cards stashed in the storeroom.
I was flipping through the cards and saying out the names of all the characters in the game.
This was what happened.

Me: Check with me ah, Fahmi.
Fahmi: Ok.
Me: Stone?
Fahmi: Stone.
Me: Plod.
Fahmi: Plod.
Me: Bone?
Fahmi: Bone.
Me: Bun?
Fahmi: Bun.
Me: Babi?
Fahmi: Babi? *gasps*

He looked at me wide-eyed with that grin.

Fahmi: Orrr-horrh......! I'm gonna tell ayah.
Me: You also say what.
Fahmi: No, i never.
Me: You say, "babi?" also..
Fahmi: Because you say what.
Me: I don't care, i'm gonna tell ayah about you.

HAHA, in the end, nobody told anybody anything.
My brother is crazy.

Anyway, i really hate how my nose functions these days.
And, and i keep hearing stuff i hate to know.
I mean, now i don't know who to believe.
I don't know who is making up stories, and i don't know who is telling the truth.
I don't know if i would regret, and i don't even know if i should regret.

I know about those stuff in the past.
But you talked about not getting into trouble anymore.
And i believed.
And for a while everything felt right.
But now i'm hearing things again.
How? How?


Prove them wrong.
Tell me you're a changed person.