Oh, Roxannee ♥.
on the face of it,

i'm kooky.


like a coffin nail ;



i'm bent, crooked, twisted and looped. arched and kinky, wayward and warped.
set in concrete, you can't change me.

3:17 PM, Do You Know How Long It Takes Before We Die?
Wednesday, December 10, 2008

I wanna blog about something pretty profane.
There will be expletives in this part of the post.
If you hate vulgarities, i advise you not to read on okay.

There is something that i notice about human nature.
Okay, listen up.
When we are in extreme fear or pain, what do we say?
We curse right? Most of us, thats what we do!
I remember that time when a friend of mine was on the verge of drowning.

Know what she said?
"Eh c*bai, c*bai, c*bai. Fcuk, fcuk.
Cannot cannot! Eh sial, tolong aku! C*bai, aku tanak mati!"

Then there's one time when another friend of mine
was losing control of his skateboard.
What he said was.
"Oh fcuk! Fcuk, fcuk, shit, shit
Oh motherfcukers. FCUK! Help me!"

HAHA. I find it kinda funny.
But its kinda scary too.
Of course, i'm not excluded either.

I curse a whole lot when im secluded in extreme pain or fear.
Imagine if you're drowning.
And instead of saying God's name, you curse and curse.
What if you die like that..?
Wouldn't that be scary then?
Instead of dying while saying God's name, you die while saying,
"Fcuk, fcuk, fcuk!"

You know if we don't break this habit,
we might as well go queue up now and buy tickets to hell.
Yes, im being sarky to someone who told me to bertaubat and think about God.
Oh. I will okay. Dont worry about me.
Worry about yourself ok girl.
Thanks (: