Oh, Roxannee ♥.
on the face of it,

i'm kooky.


like a coffin nail ;



i'm bent, crooked, twisted and looped. arched and kinky, wayward and warped.
set in concrete, you can't change me.

5:34 PM, Break The Habit Before It Breaks You
Saturday, December 6, 2008

Oh God, i need some help in breaking this habit that i inherited from 3 friends of mine.
Nazrin, Wan and Razi, thanks to 3 of you guys,
i've inherited the irritating habit of saying, "Idiot!" after every sentence.

At first, i thought it was only Wan saying those things.

Me: Eh wallet kau jatoh.
Wan: Thanks.. Idiot!
Me: Aku idiot?
Wan: No, not you.. Idiot!

It was something like hiccup.
But even hiccup isn't infectious..
Then i realised that Nazrin has been saying that exact same word,
two weeks after Wan started saying the word.
Then while chatting on msn, Razi said it too.
His case was different though.
I guess it was already his habit,
and he didnt inherit it from Wan or Nazrin (cos they dont know one another).

But still, the word is particular and unmistakeable.
"Idiot."

I will stop saying it.
If things get serious, i will stop talking to the 3 of them.
I will stop.
And if i cant say Idiot, i'll say "Ikan!"
Better right?
Like, i dont wanna say " Chee*** ",
so i say "Cheebot!"
And i dont wanna say, "Pu**mak",
so i say, "Pokey awak!"
Can right?
Can, can..

Resolution for 2009 (SW? I know its a little too early):
"Stop saying idiot."