9:16 PM, EDGE OF PARANOIA / DESPERATION
Sunday, August 17, 2008
I'm getting on quite nicely with revision. I just finished up on History and the horrendous Art Prep Work, which is tomorrow. Call me weird, but that's the way i study. I study things 2 days in advance. I can study 2 weeks, or even a week in advance, but i tend to forget what i've studied. So if that's the case, what's the point of studying so early right? Just to fit in with the KS crowd? That'd be dumb, really.
Well, I understood what i learnt for History and let's just hope that the paper tomorrow is not gonna be too hard alright. Okay, lets hope together.
Anyway, i'm also doing quite well in not letting other "things" get in the way of my revision.
For example, this lappie. I'm only blogging cos i'm done with everything. I'm trying to discipline myself here, and i think it's kinda working. I treat myself like a kid. HAHA, yes, go ahead and laugh, but that's the only effective way i can deal with myself. Like when i wanna do things i'm not supposed to, i tell myself, "EHHP, DONT."
And i won't do it. See? Good or crazy? I'd say both.
I'm also trying my best to not let my mind flutter away to things i'm not supposed to think about while studying..? Oh, you guys know what.
Anyway, despite getting along quite well study-wise, i am still on the edge of paranoia and desperation emotionally. And if there's anyone i can thank for it, it's her.
i don't mean to be a bother, but have you seen this girl?
she's been running through my dreams, and it's driving me crazy, it seems.
