1:58 PM, 2 HOURS AFTER CURFEW. BIG DEAL.
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Today, the plan was to go down to Esplanade with Hidayah.
That little sweetheart of mine (ehem, suker) was going to meet up with me at around 7 at Marina after her rehearsals for NDP.
Don't play play, she's part of NDP you know. Mumma's proud of you babe.
That was the plan. But! But, but, but..
I went back to my old ways yesterday, and now, i cant go out.
DAMMIT.
Its always like this. A big deal made out of nothing at all.
I'm home anyway, whats the deal right?
SCREW IT.
I'll stay home and do what now? Study?
My books are all in school. So what do i do?
Sit and stare at nothing and wait till monday come and moan about how boring life is?
How pathetic. How goddamn boring.
Natt, Natt. I pity myself. HAHA, yes, self-pity really brings tears to one's eyes you know.
Anyway, Esyadd, Ruz - your sympathy is much appreciated. But if only you guys can come over and spend the weekend with me, it'd be more appreciated. HAHA.
And Hidayah babe, sorry about this. Next time perhaps. (:
you're living in your own world idiot.
come on, fucking come on.
just go around with more sense and you'll see.
too immersed in yourself, that is you.
