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on the face of it,
i'm kooky. like a coffin nail ;
i'm bent, crooked, twisted and looped.
arched and kinky, wayward and warped.
set in concrete, you can't change me. |
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9:18 PM,
Saturday, June 7, 2008
I was desperately searching for the answer to this question that has been stuck on my mind for quite some time. Why do we have dreams? What are dreams about? And i found out that your dreams are all about *YOURSELF*. Every character in your dream is a reflection of you and not anybody else. If you dream about you kissing someone, it is not about that someone, but about YOU and how YOU feel about that someone. So, if you dreamt that you kissed someone, then it means that you have feelings for that someone and its time to STOP denying it. And if that someone cheats on you in your dream, then it's about your fears or suspicions, and not necessarily a dream that your other half is fooling around on you. 0kay. So, well uh, again, i had a dream. The someone in my dream was the same exact person that was in my previous dream. And this dream i had, was again, damn real. I swear i felt that shiver when that someone hugged me in my dream. And i felt my insides turned hot too. I hate how real it felt. Its creepy really. It makes me feel like maybe someone broke into my house and did that to me. hahaa. But really, it was too vivid to forget just like that. I was actually running from that someone. Running and dodging walls. That someone ran after me. Kept running and running. I ran fast (which is amazingly WHATEVER) and i ran through a door and found myself in a shopping mall, amidst alot of people. I turned back and saw that someone. I hid, but that someone saw me. I had no choice but to crawl out. And that someone looked at me, looked away, and pretended to catch a fly, pretended that i wasnt the one that someone was chasing after. But that fly. I approached that someone, and that someone hugged me. Farasa was in my dream too. She was looking unhappily as me and that someone hugged. No, that someone is not Adam Sevani. But someone. Else. shit im scared.
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