Oh, Roxannee ♥.
on the face of it,

i'm kooky.


like a coffin nail ;



i'm bent, crooked, twisted and looped. arched and kinky, wayward and warped.
set in concrete, you can't change me.

3:17 PM,
Saturday, May 24, 2008

WAKE UP NATA


Ah hell i need to wake up. I've been spending the last few hours lazing around in bed almost half cooked when really, i should be packing. I'm not in the mood.
I'm exhausted, plainly exhausted.
My exam results werent too bad. But obviously, yeah could have been better. Of course, im not gunning for first place, although i know they're expecting me to. Maybe fifth placing would be good enough. I'm just six places off and im counting my chances.

I wanna stuff some people in my luggage and bring them along with me to HK.
My girlfriends. How i'll miss them.
I want them as my roommates. I bet it'll be more fun.
Dont get me wrong, i uh, love my roommate but i just think.... nevermind.
Five days equals very long. But forever, if i went forever, i guess it'll be better.
To leave everything behind, maybe it'll be heaven. I dont know.
But i'll be careful what i wish for.

Its so heaty and i'm struggling to breathe. I just showered. I'm going in again. I dont care.
Somehow, i feel like im in class. Struggling to breathe with all the noises.
But i dont have my classmates making noise with me. The noise maker is me. I am the noise in my head.
I am the noise in my head.
Funny, i never understood what that sentence meant either.

oh my gore, i'm battered in the head. ah confused.