Oh, Roxannee ♥.
on the face of it,

i'm kooky.


like a coffin nail ;



i'm bent, crooked, twisted and looped. arched and kinky, wayward and warped.
set in concrete, you can't change me.

12:01 PM,
Sunday, May 18, 2008

SHUT IT FCKING BULL PUP.

Can you imagine someone wanting to hurt you cos she is actually jealous of you? Lets see, the reason why people are jealous of you, most of the time, is because they are not what you are. Jealousy goes a LONG way. Even after they had gotten what you have, they will find something in you to be jealous about. They just feel effed up about not being as confident, as high personality, as charismatic, as you.
So if someone is jealous of you, its a good thing.
Smile, laugh, dance, sing, tell her to have fun while she's at it, and move on with life.
I dont know about you guys, but to me, people who are jealous of others, are often
Over Sensitive, with Low Self Esteem and High Insecurity Level.
And these people, are people i call.
FAKETARDS.
That one over there, is one of them. Uhuh, she's one of them.
She has SUCH low self esteem, and high insecurity level that she cant stop sussing about her weaknesses. And so she comes across as desperate, and hence, to cover up her tracks, she turns to lying, and faking, and pretence. First she says she's this, then she says she's that. Then, she denies being this, but she's obviously not that. She dont even know where she stands, for heaven's sake. And she's trying to place me somewhere i dont belong ; she's trying to tell me where i stand.
See, if i care enough about that creature, trust me, you would have crumbled. I know what i want and if i want it, i want it. But that creature isnt important ; definitely not worth fighting over, so i pass. I cant believe how immaculately immature you are. And hello? You are supposed to be more mature, you know..? And i dont know why i pity you being pulled around like a pup. I dont know why i wanna help you when you obviously wouldnt listen. Too immersed in that creature - thats you. haha, you're SUCH an idiot. Cant you see whats happening? Wake up.
I know what you had been trying to do. And i must say, you arent doing a very good job considering i can totally see through you. Good attempt, but really, try harder next time.
0kay best.
i miss Julia. forgive me, forgive me, forgive me! ILY.
i hate ____. eff you, eff you, eff you! IHY.