Oh, Roxannee ♥.
on the face of it,

i'm kooky.


like a coffin nail ;



i'm bent, crooked, twisted and looped. arched and kinky, wayward and warped.
set in concrete, you can't change me.

10:04 AM,
Sunday, April 6, 2008

Time check: 10.04am.
woah,im up early today.now u know what a normally late riser i am.
i dont know why im up so early either.
apparently the comfort of my bed wasnt as enticing as this screen.
maybe thats why.
its too early and my mind's not working that well.
i cant find anything to say.
maybe i'll head back to sleep.
or maybe i'll head out in a couple of hours.
wait,shit,i just remembered.
I need to pack camp stuff.
oh,f*CK!
jeez...i know i'll take the whole day packing..
which means that i wont be able to head out.
oh,whatever.
i'll just go and pack away and actually,i think i'll have fun in camp.
i mean,camp suck but looking at the bright side of things,i can have fun.
i can destress and forget all my worries and troubles.
i can forget about studying,about school in general.
i can meet hot trainers(hopefully they're hot).
Somehow,i want my trainer to be a guy.so even if i make a fool out of myself,it wouldnt be too bad.i hate being 'paiseh' to girls.i dont know why.
and also,the flirting part-that would come in handy too. (:
i want to check out some vids now.
so boring!!
too early to go out.
i should start packing but aiyah,later lah.
hahahah. (:
goodbye crapmatties!


" and when i get too close to someone,i tend to push her away
i dont trust myself enough that i wont do that to you "