Oh, Roxannee ♥.
on the face of it,

i'm kooky.


like a coffin nail ;



i'm bent, crooked, twisted and looped. arched and kinky, wayward and warped.
set in concrete, you can't change me.

7:08 PM,
Wednesday, April 30, 2008

SCREWED UP
POSSIBLY

i'm taking a break from studying. so i thought i would blog. i think i screwed up for my maths paper. haha, during the break, i was busy mugging up on last minute sums. How silly right? it didnt help and i ended up screaming 'i give up' to every single person who passed me. i saw Singa! nice trimmed hair DUDE. haha.
Canteen was too damn packed so i didnt go in until like 5 minutes to the time we had to report back up. i didnt buy anything anyway, i just spoilt my eyes. (:

after the paper, i was asked to bring back the whole stack of book i kept at the back shelf. haha, it wasnt only me though. everyone made that shelf the dumping area! so sadly, had to carry the books home. stuffed two third of it in my bag, so thats the reason why i'm having a shoulder ache now. ouchh...

popped into mac to have lunch with Fasha, Fatimah, Faz and Ruzy. the three Fs and one R. hahah. waited for adda and the rest but they didnt turn up after all. aiyoh!
we saw Naqib! omg, he's getting so, erm, FIT nowadays. erm, yeah well, i guess thats the word..?
FIT, uhuh, yeah. i left the clique early to drop by Lavender with gf. hahah, emma still wondering who huh.
gf, my arse man! my mummmy, thats who. hahahaha!
whatta heck right. dropped by there to renew passport cos HK is just a few weeks away.
Anne Black Hotel, here i come, you classy naming thingy. (:

haha, on the way there, there was this really inconsiderate guy. i was just about to sit beside my mum and this fat thing came squeezing in between me to sit at that extremely small space, and i stood back and gave him this pissed off stare and he looked at me like,"yues little girl? what can i do for you?" and all i had wanted to do was scream ,
"EFF OFF! THATS WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR ME!"
i mean, with my aching shoulder and all, i wasnt in the mood to stand. and he didnt even have anything on him whereas i had a bag weighing at least 50 hundred pounds slung over my shoulder. how can i not be pissed?

then while standing(like i had a choice?), this punkish girl came in and started playing staring games with me. and i already had that pissed look on my face, and she just kept staring at me thru her shades. so i just stared back. i mean, what else? if someone stares at me, i stare back. its just a habit of mine. i guess thats why my friends say that everytime they go out with me, they'll never fail to find faults with other girls.and its because of me. hahah, i just am not the kind who looks away first.i refuse to look away first.

that punkish girl and i - it happened that we both alighted at CT hall. and again, i had to ride in the same cabin as her. and when i alighted at lavender, i contemplated giving her the finger. but i didnt. hahaha. no, i was with my mum and i didnt want to find faults with people when my mum is with me. wouldnt be nice.

they told me they saw Miss K while i was gone. urh, cheebot! jealous man! i want, i want, i want. hahaha, sounds so desperate. but my Amir(a) is hotter so, all is cool alright. (:
oh, and i saw Jules too on the way home.
okay so i wanna apologise to her for that day.
SO VERY SORRY.
it wasnt on purpose and ILYSM. :'(
i was so very afraid when i saw you so angry at me. i know u know i was afraid.
anyways, i am really sorry alright. (:

okay, so tomorrow, is Labour Day right..? or something like that? i know its a holiday and im planning an escapade with gfs. yay! we'll probably hit the beach to relax. how awesome. nothing is confirmed yet though. we only finished one paper and we are planning to destress. how wow is that?

hahah, okay so im done for today. still effed up over some people. but who cares anyway? let her be what she wanna be. just so she know, everyone hates her for what she had done. i can promise her that.
hopefully, i'll find time to update this blog tomorrow. maybe i might get some pictures too.

until tomorrow, goodbye. (:


you got me feeling hella good so
lets just keep on dancing