5:59 AM,
Friday, April 18, 2008
EARLY,EVER SO EARLY.
im up early man. half an hour earlier than usual.
i just couldnt sleep well.
things on my mind,body aching much more than yesterday.
how do i sleep like that?
its like everytime i curl my legs up to my chest, my thighs start to ache.then i have to like, sleep straight.
hell who sleeps straight?i dont and i cant.i managed to sleep from 9 to 3.
then i woke up and lay in bed.
i just lay there, listening to the stillness of night life at home.
and now im up.
so early,ever so early.
everything is aching so BAD.
and today's supposed to be a good day.
Friday,a short day.And i'm planning to chill with gfs again.
i shud be happy.
but how when everything's aching so bad?my hand shakes when i lift it up.
just like a 60 year old woman.so scary.
im only half the rainbow.
thats not a denial.
i promise you that.
