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on the face of it,
i'm kooky. like a coffin nail ;
i'm bent, crooked, twisted and looped.
arched and kinky, wayward and warped.
set in concrete, you can't change me. |
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5:59 PM,
Thursday, April 3, 2008
i have a dangerously unwilling mind. i know i should be completing my uncomplete stuff now.. so it wouldnt be that much of a rush later on.. so i wouldnt have so much to complain about later on.. but with an unwilling and uncooperative mind,there's almost no serious shit i can go about.. i'm planning to get off this screen at 7.. and i'll complete everything at 7.. i'll start being a good girl at 7..i'll start encouraging my mind to work at 7..yes,my mind isnt working now.. So,Seven,thats the time.. okay so for now,lets write.. lets interview myself(i know,go ahead,laugh.told u my mind isnt working and wont be working till 7) How do i feel now? Absolutely drained,confused and a little hurt. Am i in love? Absolutely not.well,at least i thought i was.couldnt be more wrong. Am i pissed by anyone? Definitely yes. Am i impressed by anyone? Yes,she was smarter than i thought she was.She saw thru me.i'm impressed. Am i disgusted by anyone? God,yes!Ugh,KUTU anyone..?hahah,okay i'll stop being a bitch. Am i looking forward to anything? Not at all. Am i still into Shane McCutcheon despite previous disapprovals? You guess..?duh. I cant think up anymore questions.hey lets do this 'self-interviewing' thing every month.i'll self-interview myself again at the end of this month,which is 31st April.i'll get to self-search myself anf at the same time,u guys get to have a touch of how its like being me(although of cos,i wouldnt want anyone copying me and who i am)i'll do it then.but still,thats if i'm free and if i feel like it. i have a feeling that i'll get tummy woes during camp.. its always like that..my tummy's sensitivity is as high as the sensitivity of the tummy of an elephant..this making sense to you?maybe not. i'll get off now. i wanna go check out some vids. goodbye for now crapmates. my heart is as hurt as an injured red ant. |