11:47 PM,
Thursday, April 17, 2008
i felt a little f**kie for a while today. i'm a sucker the way i feel that way. i would feel better if i elaborate on it but i think i know better not to. still,the stress all went away as soon as i stepped into the gym with ruzy and fasha. i was literally burning my stress and f**ks away. i felt so much better,mentally and physically after i stepped back out. i guess it helped that while running the treadmill, someone caught my eye and i smiled. (: just like that i smile. its pretty surprising of me if you ask. i dont normally smile at people i dont know,at people who catches my eye. but i did. and that hot hot someone looked at me for a while longer, then i looked away. and you guessed right,all throughout the gym session,we were playing long games of pre-flirting. then while drinking water, guess what.
i saw hot hot someone walking out of the FEMALE toilet.
oh wow,this isnt the first time this is happening. (:
haha,no,i already knew hot hot someone was a girl from the start.
okay,so my body feels so good although its aching like hell. my heart aches too but thats a different story. i am exhausted man, and i think i'll write my last words now.
Goodbye crapmates.
i took one glance and i never looked again.
it wasnt because i didnt dare or care.
it was because i couldnt BEAR to look.
it hurts too much.
shits.
