7:44 PM, NOT HIM NOT HER
Saturday, April 19, 2008
NOT HIM NOT HER
having the world turn its back to me
not just the world, and even me
with no confusions, no excuses to back up my denial,
with words from those people who i thought wouldnt call me liar
they're all saying things to each other
but some forget others spill
and others forget what some feel
thru that is how i came to feel
this very day this hurt i'm feeling
hinting the words, so simply they do
thinking my brain has the wisdom of a fool
i know what they mean, so well i do
i just think of ways to cover up my woes
raking up excuses in thoughtless ways
running in circles around this haze
searching for an exit in this f**kin maze
i cant find an exit, and now i'm fazed
but somehow i tried and i tried and i tried
and i saw a light at the end of a tunnel
i fell to my knees shouting words of delight
it was there and then that i realised god's love
it wasnt that guy who saved me and neither was the saviour that girl
it was the faith god gave me that left me unperturbed
and it was there i realised that some things aren't worth
the worth that only god has, in this immaculately immature effink world.
thank you
pass me that daiquiri
splendidly sane
