Oh, Roxannee ♥.
on the face of it,

i'm kooky.


like a coffin nail ;



i'm bent, crooked, twisted and looped. arched and kinky, wayward and warped.
set in concrete, you can't change me.

6:15 PM,
Saturday, April 26, 2008

BEAUTIFUL DREAM LAST NIGHT
THAT HAUNTS ME TILL NOW




trust me, i edited this photo. no really.


i had a dream so vivid yesterday.it is so real, it hurts.
i dreamt that i kissed someone.

first kiss. its so beautiful.
it wasnt reality. but i felt it.
that was why i said it felt so real, it hurts.

this sounds sick, but as i said, it was so vivid, so VERY vivid.

i felt that cuddle, i felt that warmth, i saw THAT face.
it was so clear, and i saw that smile too.
i felt that hair on my neck when we cuddled, and i felt those lips on my mouth.
i heard that voice in my ear, and i heard the rustles of breathing.
i felt that gush of euphoria when i felt those arms around my body.
and i felt the air conditioning of that place too.
i felt like i was there, in my dream, doing what i was doing, to that someone who was in my dream.

it felt so real, so very real.
and it hurts cos i know it would never happen for real.


but why such a dream?