3:17 PM,
Friday, March 21, 2008
I cant believe it..And i'm not as happy as i thought i would be..I'm not liking this as much as i had thought i would..I woke up today wondering if yesterday was real and i find myself praying that it wasn't real..
The thing is that yesterday was wonderful..And i didn't want it to be real..I think that's weird myself..i dont like wonderful things happening to me..?gotta be weird right..?
I was asleep earlier than ever yesterday..i came back at around six,got into the shower,avoided looking at anyone at home(i am sorry now),and i went straight into my room..
locked the door,turned up the radio,took out a book,and read myself to sleep(pathetic huh?)..
found out i couldnt read anymore cos the words arent being absorbed by my mind,so i lay on my bed and stared at the ceiling with Boston from Augustana playing from a random radio station..
and the songs kept playing and i drifted into sleep,forgetting that i hadnt unlocked the door and my sis wouldnt be able to get in at all..
so i stood up,unlocked the door and went back to sleep with the radio on..
i dont know why i'm writing this crap either..i think i'm just tired..
tired of everything that's happening..i know one thing's solved but right after one prob is solved,another creeps up..
i dont even know the person who is causing it very well..
she's always making me hot..hot like as in angry..
she hasnt been doing anything other than cause trouble with me..whats her problem?
she ran away when i confronted her yesterday and she denied things she obviously did..
SHE RAN AWAY..
Hahahahahahhahahahhahahahaha..funny lah..
When i asked her whats her problem with me(apparently,i had to ask her that 4 times in diff languages cos she had troubleunderstanding),she told me things that wasnt answering my question..
yeah,and my blood was boiling and i had it all up to myhead and seeing her face wasnt making things better..so i turned to look at Ruzy's hot face(suke la tu) and when i turned back to the front,i saw her scampering away..
ehk,takot yer kak?
hahaha,pathetic lah..see i dont care what she's gonna do but if anyone's stupid enough to cause trouble with me,then....they are just plain stupid..
she owes me an explanation,and i'm not gonna back off until i get it..
she can play hide and seek and the like,but i will only come after her until i get my explanation..like bitch right me?but i've said it before..if u have a problem with me,gather your guts(thats if you have guts) and say it in my face..
and this isn't a threat..its simple..i just want your explanation for what you have done,why you have done it,what i want you to do to undo that crap you've done and i want the word 'sorry' from you..That is all.
Simple right..?
lets touch on another thing..
i dont know what to touch on..there are other things that definitely happened but maybe it would be wiser if i dont write about it at all..
yeah so i wont.
Goodbye for now..
To say the truth im not understanding what im doing now,what i'm gon do next,what i've done before.
