2:19 PM,
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Let us talk about what i'm most passionate about.Studies.How unreal is that?okay,laugh.Hah,well actually,i really am passionate about studies.I've already decided what i'm gon take next year.Is that too early,u think?Cos early preparation is good alright.Well,okay.I've decided to take Literature out of Geography and History.Cos i absoulutely lurrrrv lit.i mean,all those expressive writings are just my kind of thing.This is actually linked to the band Blue October.Their song lyrics are like extraordinary.I mean,like wow.They are song poet writers.Like,i love the way these words stand out from the song Hate Me.
"They crawled in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed."
Isn't it cool?i mean,they inspired me to take up lit and like,really concentrate on lit actually.
I was lying in bed one night,headphones over my ear and the Hate Me song by Blue October came on.I was feeling pretty emoish at that time,though i don't know why and so i decided to just take a listen at their lyrics.It blew me completely away.You guys should read it.So i started trying to write lyrics and words and poetry and although at first it turned out shitty,i just thought,"Hey,i'm interested in this.So yeah,lets do it."
And in literature,in the poetry parts and those parts where expressive writings are present,i was just really blown away by the usage of expressive words.Like,the conversion of animals to the things that human beings do and that kind of thing.Its just real wonderful.
So,i'm sure i'll be taking up lit next year and i'm already planning to write books or something when i'm old enough.
:)
So,here's the question.How's studies recently?Especially maths!
I wish i'm clever enuff to say its fine and oh,everything is going great,blah,blah.Hah,like,I WISH.
Fact is,its not really that very easy,I mean,i figured that maths has definitely gotten very complex and complicated.I have to really concentrate,like really dig my brains out with one hand and pull the formulae and notes out with another and mix them together.and that's really not an exaggeration.The teacher is nice enuff,but maybe she can get a little fast.Thats why concentrating real hard in class is a necessity not a choice.But its good anyway.Science is fine,english is(thank godd)still the same and malay,i'm really having high hopes for it(i mean,for myself.)
I really hope and i really wish and i really WANT to pass it with flying colours.Its absurd if u look at my marks 2 years ago,and last year.
Sheer Difference.Almost scary,really.
Well,now with the change of teachers(*smiles),i'm willing to work very very hard.And pass it!
Whhuuuutsss!!!!!!Excitement is eating my heart,oh,i can't breathe,i'm excited,malay i'm gonna pass you,yes finally,oh god,yessa babe!
I am Out Of My Mind.
Yes,i know u guys can see.
Will write again real soon.
Bye!
:)
I'm a happy biatch today though for what weird reason i just can't seem to know.
