1:01 PM,
Friday, October 19, 2007
I'm so over the clouds and moon and stars!I mean,i'm happy,you know.Coz exams are OVER!!Yeah,cool right?I feel so like,FREE!!Yeah,i can flirt all i want now..Hahah,i mean it..Currently,i'm on a book..Great book it is...And hari raya,yes,i forgot about that..I haven't gone visiting with my friends yet but it was great with my family..Wonderful..Walking around in Geylang was typically well,hot..Apart from watching out for molesters and stuffs,it was a pretty okay shopping trip..Just too much girls with shorty short hair staring at me up and down..like,i'm pretty freaked out,duh?my sister and i both..It never occured to me that i would be the attraction of masculine girls..okay,maybe it had like,once,but i've never really thought about it deeply..And i don't think that thinking about it deeply is strongly necessary..I mean,GIRLS,are meant for BOYS..And vice-versa..That's why the human sexual organs are created by God..But i understand that there are some people who would be happier living alternative lifestyles..and that's pretty much okay to me,except when they start eyeing me..I know,its egoist of me but i'll tell u something..All straight girls,when they hang out with non-so-straight girls(gay),they will have this feeling that go,"Hey,are you gonna go for me next?I know u've got your eye on me,right??"..
They can't help it..That feeling is totally genuine..But its important to also know that these non-so-straight girls,they have their taste and preferences..Apart from the fact that they're gay,they have a mind of their own,a choice of their own,their own preferences..Just because their 'species' is limited,doesnt mean that they'll go for all girls that they come across..Some girls,they don't like(and they'll chuck them away,just like any other guy).For those they like,they'll pursue..But if she don't like her,then they say its okay..Most of them anyway..
Let's see,let me read your mind(how lame am i!)
I know your wondering how come i'm so knowledgeable on these things..see,before u start jumping onto unethical conclusions,just let me clearly state that i don't THINK i am gay..I think that its fine to use 'think' coz like,i'm still 13,the stage where i develop emotionally..
I know all these things about gayness and lesbianity because i have friends who are older and are gays..They talk to me and their lives just seem unfair,what with all the discriminations..So i'm just trying to help them earn more respect because like it or not,theu ARE human and they DO deserve the same amount of respect as any other individual..
To end things,i just wanna add this..
The reason i talk alot about Jael,Sarah and Natasha of ANTM is because i actually WATCH ANTM..
If i were to be watching MANHUNT,i would be talking about the guys..
Hence,its totally unreasonable for you to accuse me of having high chances of becoming gay..
I'm not getting defensive..
Just standing up for what's right..
Whooo,thats a whole lot of load off my chest..
Thank you.
=)
