2:23 PM,
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Yay!I'm feeling pretty okay now..I don't feel like a loser anymore..Coz i actually got A2 for English!!God,that's such a relief..I can't imagine screwing up for english and hey,i have not!
*sighs of relief*
It appears that Miss Wong was too strict in her marking..She marked 1E1's papers and another teacher marked 1E2's papers..And she told us that 1E2 did better than us..Frankly?It was such a shock when she said that 1E2 was better..I felt like there must be something going on coz like,for the previous exam,my class came up tops..Anyway,i earned another 5 marks..Hmm,a blessing to the 16 that i initially got..Now,i got A2..Hell,i'm glad!!Only glad that i didn't appear a sucker for english though..I'm not gonna be too glad yet..Coz i got my Geog paper and ughh,i HATE saying this..I FAILED it..Shit,seriously i did..D7..Just 1 more mark and it would be a C6..Can u see how much that suck?I think that i really can't plan my future so early..Just before CA2,i planned to not get a C6 for anything at all..Coz,i have counted(i know its very hardworking of me..hahaha!),and if i got a C6,chances of me getting into a poly with Mass Comm as the offered course would be very slim..So i told myself like,"IwillnotgetC6,iwillnotgetC6,iwillnotgetC6.."
And then,sure,i didn't get a C6..Maybe i should have added,"iwillnotgetaC6ORsomethingworse.."
Coz D7?Is a huge NA-AH for me..But i got it anyway..And its okay..I mean,i did good for SA1 geog paper..So it should be able to push my D7 up..Anyway,out of the 39 in my class,only 23 passed..So,its not such a big deal..Just gotta mug harder next time..
Wookae?Yay!
=)
Yeah,and about the Mass Comm course,i'm SO determined to get into it..Its hard,i know..U gotta get 12 or 13 points to get into it..And now,i'm getting like,17 or 18?Still,I don't care what it takes,i'm gonna get into it..Its okay if i failed this exam on the whole..I'll buck up for the next exam and do better continously and do great for my,hopefully,O's,and then graduate to a good poly,and then join Mass Comm,and then be a reporter or journalist(nevermind they are labelled busybodies),and then i'm gonna do well in life,and then.....And then what huh?
Okay,lets not think so far coz like i said,i'll be a sucker if i think too far ahead..Look at what's happening..Planned too much,dreant too much,studied and mugged too little,got shits' results,and then now,i'm feeling f**ked up..
But,listen,Nurnatashabtemohamedkhairuddin..
IT'S OKAY!!
Yes,my friends tell me that too,saying they did worst than me and we'll all do better for the next exam..
Thanks for the encouragement guys..Okay,so it's OKAY..
=)
