3:26 PM,
Monday, August 20, 2007
Okay,here's what's up..I am pretty sure i did worst than SA1..I'm so gonna fail History,D&T and Art..I know its only 3 subjects but remember what i planned?Don't fail anything..Don't even get a C6..So much for saying that..I got C6 for English,mind you..I screwed up for English..If i screwed up for English,then what about the rest?Its all probably shits that i'm gonna get..And yeah,laugh,go ahead,laugh at me for making such a big deal about exams and failing them..Laugh at me but i don't care..I hate it when things don't go the way i planned it to be..I haven't got my results back..I don't even feel like taking them back..What's the point when i'm probably gonna get a single digit?That's no exaggeration people..I KNOW i'm gonna get a single digit result for at LEAST one paper..I just have that feeling..And that feeling of mine is often not wrong..So what do i do now?Sit around and contemplate about my grades?Heh,like that will help..I know i'm gonna officially suck real bad but i won't let it bother me..I'll try to forget it..But hell,i'm so close to getting my results back,i can't help wondering about it..But i'm not like some of my classmates,freaking out like every second,going.
"Eh,i scared leh..I think i'm gonna fail D&T leh..How ah?"
My response?
"Shut the hell up..Don't think..You KNOW you're gonna fail D&T so stop talking about it because u won't earn an A1..The most u can earn is a tight,deafening slap from me.."
I would say THAT to IRRITATING people who has forgotten the goods and benefits of shutting up..I do speak my mind when i'm frustrated..Everything just comes out..And then,the guilt will start eating me up..And i'll apologise..That's how huge an issue my frustration is.When it takes over me,there's no controlling myself..Anyways,i will update my results.Good or bad,i will try to update it..It'll most probably be bad so brace yourself for the shittiest ever results you have ever seen..
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Okay,i'll smile!
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Happy?
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