2:01 PM,
Friday, July 27, 2007
Black tee,skinny jeans and a tall built..Spiky hair,a confident walk and a wild aura..
That'a all the back..Man?Ah,totally!But its a girl..
I could see from the face..And the voice..And anyways,i KNOW her..A huge duhh there..She is my good mate..Firyana is the name..15 is the age..Got to know her when she was 13 and i was 11..We've not met for a good 6 or 7 months now..And how much she have changed is so wow,right?That's why i was so stunned when she called out my name..I saw her back and walked past her,not giving a damn to who she is..Still,i glanced back and made eye contact with her..I knew she was a girl after that and i turned back,my mind going,"OMG,girl ah?Wow..Attractive.."
Don't freak out ppl..I have a liking for butch girls too..I think i'm bi..hehe..Its not funny..
Anyways,last time,she was so girl..And now?Well,i hate using this word on my friend but,yea,butch..Totally..Well,not that i have anything against butch people..I am perfectly ok with them but my friend-a butch?ermm,ok..Just gotta make sure that i won't fall for her..Then,can already,alright..Haha..
Well,anyways,i LURV her!!Yes,i do!!She's the greatest pal i've ever known!That's why i don't care whether she's butch or not..Anyways,i just walked past her and glanced..And turned back and walked..
Then,i heard her went,"Eh,Natasha eh?"
I turned and looked coz its like the normal reaction u get when someone calls ur name..I was like,"U called me?Who're u?"
She walked up to me..She had the i-know-this-girl face..Then,she went,"Natasha,right?"
This time,more cautiously..I nodded slowly coz i was kinda scared of the reaction i'm gonna get..
Like,is she gonna handcuff me and bring me somewhere?
Is she gonna pounce on me and give me a big fat kiss on the cheek?
I do not know and that's why i was very aware of my reaction..
Anyway,she went,"U from Canberra Pri?"
Again,i nodded slowly..I was shocked out of my senses when she suddenly pounced on me and went,"I'm Fir!Remember?OMG!!"Well,she couldn't be blamed coz if i were her,i would have done the same!So i acknowledged her with a hug..We did some catching up and i asked her what's up with the whole image change..That was when she like,came out to me..About her being a lesbian..I was like,"Ok,cool..No worries,lesbians are cool..I'm fine with it.."
Seriously,though..I AM fine with it..I seriously don't see the wrong in being attracted to members of the same sex..U know,not that i AM..I'm just speaking up for what i think is right..And people who abhors homosexuals are not very nice or intelligent people..I hate people who discriminates others..Do u guys realise that by hating homosexuals,u guys are setting urself apart from at least half of the world?Ah,think about that..I'm not forcing u to LOVE homosexuals..Just be more acceptive,try to look at them at a better perspective..Maybe u'll see the positive in them..Not the negative..
Anyway,we did some sweet catching up with each other..She asked me if i was attached and my immediate answer was a no..Now,don't call me a big,fat liar coz i really don't FEEL like i'm attached..I don't know if i should be flattered at this next remark..I really have no idea on how i should react so i swiftly changed the subject..
She was like,"Well,i think that's funny..U're all the good things that a guy wants..Well,a girl too,if u like girls..I like u..I think u're attractive..If i had met u before i met Lynn(her current gf),i would have pursued u.."
She said that so solemnly that i felt damn awkward..So,i just changed the subject..I was seriously thinking,"Shud i be flattered or what?"
But since Fir is so cute and attractive,i think i shud be flattered..Hahaa..Its such a waste that she's actually a girl..And my friend too,at that..If she wasn't,god,i wouldn't have given her peace!Haha,just kidding..I'm not that brazen..
And talking about being brazen,she is indeed brazen..Loud,wild,bold and funny..Ah,well..We had fun chatting away until the late hours of the afternoon..The only time when i got irritated is when she begun describing to me how it was like when u kiss a girl..So soft,so luscious,so gentle,so whatever..I was like,"Woah,woah,Fir..Enuff..U don't have to tell me THAT much info.."
And the next sentence she said,made me lose my breath(Destiny's Child huh?Totally!)
She was like(regarding te kissing a girl thing),"Seriously!Its so nice and gentle..U shud try it..I can be ur try-out kisser..How?"
I just blushed and looked away.
I went home,feeling happy and flattered and all the good things..I have developed a better mindset when homosexuals are mentioned..Everytime people say homo,i'll be like,"Ok,nice,good,kind,funny people..Just like us human beings.."
Yea,so i heart Fir totally!I think she looks HOT in that new spiky hairstyle of hers..I think she looks totally cool in that new image of hers..Fir rocks my life for life!!Yay!
=)
